No One Important

But Im so tired of trying.

Chris Angel walked on water.. and were still floating…

Piss me off and youll forget about the nice person part..

Lately Ive notice I have no one.

This sounds like me when I was in High School, Guess what… I dropped out.. and you know what, I’m not traveling, haven’t gone on any road trips, haven’t really meet anyone new and haven’t been to any concerts in a really long time. 

Who knew I wouldn’t be able to do all that.. OH WAIT!! everyone knew that, but I didn’t listen. 

I dropped out of High School when I was 17.. Main reason.. I was lazy, I hated waking up early, dealing with people I didn’t care about, hated doing work, didn’t want to follow rules, just hated being at school. So I dropped out, now about 2-3 years later Im starting to regret it. 

why am I regretting it you ask.. well after being able to wake up whenever I wanted, do whatever I want it, like staying up all night playing video games, hanging out around the house, having no sleeping schedule, having no rules really.. for 2-3 years it gets old plus that’s only the good things.. lets just say you have so much free time that it gets boring, people calling you lazy or having “drop out” as your nickname isn’t too awesome.

The reason I’m regretting having dropped out is this past 2-3 years have being a waste of time. Ive done nothing, my life or not life has gone to a total stop. My younger brother is about to finishing High school, people I used to go to school with are in college, some are working, others are traveling„ there moving on with there life. 

I don’t have have a diploma which means No college, no joining the Marines like I wanted too, no job, no money, no car, no nothing. Which Sucks, and I cant go back to regular school because Im over 18 therefore  can be around younger kids, my only choice are going to some kid of adult school or online school which is a bit expensive.. which takes me back to no job no money.. In other words Im screwed.

The only reason I’m writing all this is because in case of anyone out there thinking about dropping out.. I really advice to think about it twice.. I know school is hell sometimes.. but really suck it up, its only 4 years, few hours of your day.. do it and you’ll be free to move on. I don’t think you want to be in my situation.. 

Im such a hypocrite =[

not true!

He has so many flaws but I love every single one!

myself, The real me <3